Milestones

Yesterday, I did not cry at church for the first time since Carlita passed away. Usually we go and we start singing these songs about death and our hope in Christ, how He will wipe away every tear, how glorious it will be to be in Heaven, etc, etc, etc and the tears just start flowing. Yesterday, we were halfway through the service when I realized I had not cried yet and it kept on that way the whole service.